Sunday, May 17, 2009
When Will Stop?
7:51 PM
Feeling down nowadaes.I really can't stand it to see my family in tiz condition.Deep in my thoughts,if I could help them I would.However I'm still a student.No use if I work in this point of tyme because if I were to work.How am I gona manage my own tyme in different things.Mane nak g ngaji,teach my little brothers coz of hmwrk..For that adding my cca.It was superb busy.I already can imagine it.What my mum says right.Theres no use if I wan to work.Having financial problems for us is already difficult to maintain it.No foods,no nothing for the moment.Hais..Notin much tat I could do.It's okay for me,my mum and others in tiz house,to not have anything for our stomache.But the thing is,could my little brothers persevere.I really feel sad for them.Yesterdae night,where everybody was asleep except me,kakak,mam n adeq.I have a little chat wit mum.We both cried.Thinking bout tiz tingy probs.Mum said tat,'mungkin ini dugaan dari Allah.'He gave us this kind of situation,telling a message how strong we can be patient.I hope we still can stay strong.However,yes I know,my family is soo tired bout tiz.But theres notin else we can do.Father in the ferst place got this job where he has to thrim plants.However there tiz one day he friend called n told hym tat wether you wan to go for an interview on mondae.He said tat he's not sure.After hang up the phone,mama insisted father to go for the interview.But father said that it is on mondae,and he suppose to be working on tat dae.Sigh.After tat I dono how,father changed his my mind and wanted to go instead.Thats not the problem but,after afew daes I found that he has quit his job.And now bck to normal.No job no notin.And how bout we family.??/I do not know wat else to sae.He shouldn't quit tat job for the tyme being.Coz we don noe wether we get tat job or not.I can't stressed myself.It is still mid-year.I don wan it to affect my studies.Still finding my way out.?/Wat should I really do.I want my family to be happy as others do.Not in this way.Yes,I appreciate to 'them' who had always treat mie during recess and all.I feel like in my family,I'm the most lucky one.I get to eat in sch,but how bout them.It's like I'm bad.I don think for others.There I enjoying the food,but wat about here.?/From now onwards,I will try to reject.I'm sorry if I reject but I have to.I'll feel happy but I cant be it in tiz way all the tyme.'I must stop here.'And I'm trying.I must think for them.I can't let them to be in tat way.They hungry,I'm too.I should share those feelings together.(:Family is in one.
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